...just me...

How can one be in charge of one’s all aspects of one’s life at all times? - healthy eating, fasting and socialising - focusing on one’s work and at the same time, developing oneself within and studying - keeping a minimalistic lifestyle but having all the things to make life more interesting and easy like games and kitchen tech - wanting to have someone but being afraid of loosing oneself - saving money and living life

*What/who inspired you today? The community of HYROX, the competitors, the judges. Motivating and inspiring to do more, to push myself more, to go for it, to slay the race. I think I wanna volunteer for one of the next ones. *What/who brought you comfort? Emma & Tom made me feel comfortable and ready for the race, and it was quite cute that they are together. It's always nice to see someone who belong together.  *What/who brought you joy today? Finishing the race. Even though it took me longer that I thought it would, but I'm happy that I did finish it, but very proud of myself. It brought me happiness finishing each lap, even though some were more walked than ran. And every workout, some made me feel better that others. Very proud of sled push - consistent. Sled pull and burpees were a bit of a shock. Lunges were the ones were I really felt the legs. Overall, long but great day! 

I have been productive this week. Not necessarily at work, but definitely in my personal life. Sorting myself out with some well deserved sports shoes, returning them and then buying the right size.  Organising photo book of my sisters visit. Reading almost every day! Studying almost everyday! Succeeding in fasting. Cooking for myself delicious food, experimenting a little.  Love the playlist I have right now, based on Depeche Mode - In Your Room song. Lots of Depeche Mode, Massive Attack and some not so well known (to me) artists. And I bought tickets to Fox & Badge next event, in March. Vikings: Spring Saga! I'm so excited, now I want to learn more about vikings, maybe watch some series/movies, get some inspiration. Research about Latvian vikings - Curonians, coastal warriors...

 *** Zola Blood - Play Out *** What's the point of launching Spotify AudioBooks if they don't play on the app and you can't open them on desktop? Hawk's Nest is investing in roof - it's amazing and I'm really happy in how good their business is going. Why am I being shy? Stupid? Why do I want and don't want relationship at the same time?

* Serhat Durmus - Hislerim * We are half a month in a new year, and it's started with a bit of rollercoaster of events in personal and business life. It's exciting, a little bit scary and pretty mundane at the same time.  I have already finished one book, almost done with second (The 5am Club), very happy about that. Still sometimes spend time in front of screen, but a lot less than on average last year.  My sister was visiting me last week. Absolutely amazing time, despite the rain. Filled with museum tours, coffee and book shops. Lots of walking around. Lots of pictures. Musical and theatre.  Work has been a little uncertain, but that's nothing new from last year. Keep the head down and keep doing the good work, try to keep positive vibes in office with the people that actually attend it. Even if we put up an event for no money, with supplies we already have, there is not many people in office or ones who would stay after work to do arts & crafts. I'm excited to g